Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Why do I always have craving for potato chips every time I managed to slim down a lil?
Monday, November 23, 2009
I'm sooooooo tired!
Finished work at 2pm today.
Reached home, cooked porridge for my sick son.
And it's work, work, and more work.
Scrubbed the toilet real clean, I can almost see my reflection in it. Lols.
Did major spring cleaning.
I need loads of moisturizer on my poor hands after all those chemicals!
Busy day at work.
Busy day at home.
But I'm happy.
Cos baby will come home to a neat and tidy house.
The way we both liked it. =)
I hope today will be the last time I'll see tiny white hair around.
Missing my baby.
But it'll be another 2 hours before he'll come online.
Finished work at 2pm today.
Reached home, cooked porridge for my sick son.
And it's work, work, and more work.
Scrubbed the toilet real clean, I can almost see my reflection in it. Lols.
Did major spring cleaning.
I need loads of moisturizer on my poor hands after all those chemicals!
Busy day at work.
Busy day at home.
But I'm happy.
Cos baby will come home to a neat and tidy house.
The way we both liked it. =)
I hope today will be the last time I'll see tiny white hair around.
Missing my baby.
But it'll be another 2 hours before he'll come online.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Dog's gone.
Time for spring cleaning.
Finally.
Time for spring cleaning.
Finally.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Baby, thanks so much.
Your msn's hello baby, good night baby, I love you dearest wife, all these really helps me to be less emotional and less sad.
As you already knew, I'm a sucker for sweetness.
When you're sweet to me, I'm a happy woman.
And I'll agree to almost anything.
Well, except the rear entry thingy.
Today, I'm feeling much better.
Because my baby is slowing coming back to me.
I hope that things will continue to move ahead from now on.
I love you very deeply baby.
And I know I wanna grow old with you.
But sometimes, those negative feelings and thoughts I get when I'm feeling down and lonely..... it's hard for me to get them out of my head.
So I hope you can continue to be more patient with me....
Your msn's hello baby, good night baby, I love you dearest wife, all these really helps me to be less emotional and less sad.
As you already knew, I'm a sucker for sweetness.
When you're sweet to me, I'm a happy woman.
And I'll agree to almost anything.
Well, except the rear entry thingy.
Today, I'm feeling much better.
Because my baby is slowing coming back to me.
I hope that things will continue to move ahead from now on.
I love you very deeply baby.
And I know I wanna grow old with you.
But sometimes, those negative feelings and thoughts I get when I'm feeling down and lonely..... it's hard for me to get them out of my head.
So I hope you can continue to be more patient with me....
I miss him so much.
Miss the sweet loving him.
But I'm not gonna mention about it anymore.
I only talked about him being away for 4 mths and back for 3 wks, I get scolded.
Everytime I talk about feelings, I get scolded.
It's always about feelings.
I should really try to stop mentioning about anything to do with feelings.
But can I trust him to come to the realisation that woman are different from man.
What he does not need, doesn't mean that I do not need too.
Miss the sweet loving him.
But I'm not gonna mention about it anymore.
I only talked about him being away for 4 mths and back for 3 wks, I get scolded.
Everytime I talk about feelings, I get scolded.
It's always about feelings.
I should really try to stop mentioning about anything to do with feelings.
But can I trust him to come to the realisation that woman are different from man.
What he does not need, doesn't mean that I do not need too.
Friday, November 20, 2009
刚才，在洗澡的时候，想了很多东西。
其实，我的他有在努力，尽量的在讨好我。
而我呢，却太心急，没有耐心的等待。
如果要比较，以前的他，和现在的他，简直是一个天，一个地。
我因该耐心点，给他时间慢慢适应，慢慢的改善。
我所要的，他其实都做得到。
而我应感到庆幸，因为我能感受到他对我的爱。
他一向不懂得善于表达他自己。
而我又一向被受宠若惊。
可是，我们不能说，"我就是这样，你爱我，你就得接受我。"
我觉得，若你真的爱我，你就会尽你的所能来互相容忍，互相改变。
毕竟要改的，是能让比此更开心，更恩爱，不是吗?
所以，我所做的那个决定，虽然会让我失去了自我。
但我会慢慢的习惯，慢慢的，那就会变成了一个自然。
因为，我的这个他，也在学起，也在改变。
而最重要的是， 他绝对值得我所付出的一切。
可是我真的害怕他不过一会儿，又会回到过去。
回到以前自私自利的他。
我得每天告诉我自己，
要相信他，要对他有信心!
我们一起努力吧!
其实，我的他有在努力，尽量的在讨好我。
而我呢，却太心急，没有耐心的等待。
如果要比较，以前的他，和现在的他，简直是一个天，一个地。
我因该耐心点，给他时间慢慢适应，慢慢的改善。
我所要的，他其实都做得到。
而我应感到庆幸，因为我能感受到他对我的爱。
他一向不懂得善于表达他自己。
而我又一向被受宠若惊。
可是，我们不能说，"我就是这样，你爱我，你就得接受我。"
我觉得，若你真的爱我，你就会尽你的所能来互相容忍，互相改变。
毕竟要改的，是能让比此更开心，更恩爱，不是吗?
所以，我所做的那个决定，虽然会让我失去了自我。
但我会慢慢的习惯，慢慢的，那就会变成了一个自然。
因为，我的这个他，也在学起，也在改变。
而最重要的是， 他绝对值得我所付出的一切。
可是我真的害怕他不过一会儿，又会回到过去。
回到以前自私自利的他。
我得每天告诉我自己，
要相信他，要对他有信心!
我们一起努力吧!
为了不要再有任何的争吵，
我决定一切都顺从着他。
可是，在这一切的当儿，
我似乎已经失去了自我。
我已不再是我了。
我快乐吗?
一连二的争吵，我不快乐。
失去了自我， 我也不快乐。
如何是好呢?
我决定一切都顺从着他。
可是，在这一切的当儿，
我似乎已经失去了自我。
我已不再是我了。
我快乐吗?
一连二的争吵，我不快乐。
失去了自我， 我也不快乐。
如何是好呢?
I can sense your effort in making me feel better last night.
Thanks.
It really helps.
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Having PTC today, but I took half day leave as Bel's having her Pri 1 Orientation.
Glad to make an impact on the children for this past one year, as the parents were very happy with their kids' improvement.
Received a few gifts and a Bakerzin cake.
But I didn't get to eat it as I left at 12pm and didn't want to bring it home, as we can't finish it anyway....
Having open house tomorrow, camp next week, and thereafter, 4 weeks of paid off day for me! Can't wait!
But it'll be much more enjoyable if dear is home during my holiday....
No point spending it alone...
Keeping my fingers crossed!
Thanks.
It really helps.
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Having PTC today, but I took half day leave as Bel's having her Pri 1 Orientation.
Glad to make an impact on the children for this past one year, as the parents were very happy with their kids' improvement.
Received a few gifts and a Bakerzin cake.
But I didn't get to eat it as I left at 12pm and didn't want to bring it home, as we can't finish it anyway....
Having open house tomorrow, camp next week, and thereafter, 4 weeks of paid off day for me! Can't wait!
But it'll be much more enjoyable if dear is home during my holiday....
No point spending it alone...
Keeping my fingers crossed!
